Wednesday, October 29, 2008,1:55 am
I&R FINALLY DONE !
i thought today would be a better day.
but of course it started out really bad.
as usual .
ms f has spoken to me too many times this past few weeks.
which makes me almost sure that i'll retain.
now she thinks that i trying to skip school on purpose.
okay, i admit that friday was because i was running away.
but i PROMISE !
the other times was just me forgetting to put my mc at the GO .
our school should seriously not do that ,
i always forget!
and that they deem it as truancy )):
im a good student okay :D
anyway , she ended with
"i will see you in school tomorrow
you will not be late
you will be here be before the first chime .." something something.
i mean , i know she's trying to help me and all .
but ):
just sick of hearing all these things over and over.
anyway , we then had our OP dry run.
and up till now.
i seriously dont know if being the last group is a blessing or a curse.
haha .
this is the order .
[1] the CHIMOLOGY group.
[2] the SUPER RESOURCE-FUL group
[3] the super CHARISMATIC group
[4] us :D we have mouths! according to julia.
ahaha , but im so glad its over!
and seriously, i think the rest of our class was GREAT .
we really must work on ours :x
then , spent the afternoon doing john's card.
i decided, i guess..
that i should quit afterall.
i think that would be the most conflict preventing thing to do right now.
and i want to run instead of walk this race in God as well.
i just hope that i wont have second thoughts.
no room for hesitation please !
i felt really really really really bad not being able to go for training.
the sound of jac's voice going "are we a team" resounding in my head.
they are not just teammates but friends.
and we are jsut starting to learn a whole lot of stuff! ):
sighs.
the rest of the day was pretty awesome.
ohmytian, i think im hearing peifen say "awesome" too much now !
we did DOUBLE integrations !
WOOTS :DD
we visited both john and shirley !
it felt so nice seeing their faces as they got our gifts!
it is truly satisfying to help others (:
i love spending time with d5 (:
as we went from nyjc to paya lebar,
from paya lebar to this fashion.
from this fashion to bedok.
frmo bedok to shirley's grandma house(:
a random thought,
TODAY WAS SUPER hot HOT HOT ! :x
that plus a hand full of heavy stuff all day.
hahaha.
after hearing what peifen and the others said.
though it was so insignificant line.
i bet even she has forgotten it .
it is so deeply etched in my mind.
i want to run to significance.
please.
dont watch me but see me.
dont pity me but respect me.
dont like me but love me.
dont use me but need me.
dont bluff me but trust me.
this is what i've learnt to want(:
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